I see this face and the hurt begins all over again. My precious Cody today would have been your 15th birthday, two years ago I never would have ever imagined that you wouldn't be with us today. One day you were here, and like a blink of an eye you were gone. It's all a blur. A heartbreaking blur.
I miss you EVERY SINGLE DAY. I miss you sitting next to me on the armrest of the couch. I miss looking into your sea green eyes, I miss your quirky little mouth. I miss your cuddle bug ways. I miss yelling at you for trying to chew everything you could get your paws on. I miss sharing chicken with you. I miss your calm and easy-going nature.
From the day I adopted you in 2007 we shared an incredible bond. You crawled up my chest that day and you would NOT let go. The tears come all over again when I think about the day you left us. I beat myself up mentally constantly for feeling as if I let you down. That I didn't protect you enough, when I had promised you I would. Even now, nearly two years after you passed, I STILL cannot type without tears welling in my eyes.
I love you and miss you my "Codester", my "Jelly Belly", my "Codalicious", my "Cody Boy", my "Cuddlebug". I pray with all of my heart that you knew how deeply you were loved. I hope Angel Dakota is helping you celebrate your heavenly birthday my precious boy. My life will never, ever be the same without you here. I miss you more than you could ever imagine Cody.
happy heavenly birthday dear Cody.....
ReplyDeleteLots and lots of purrs for you as you remember Cody today.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday in heaven, Cody. Tell your mom to please, please forgive herself, because she did the very best she could and we do not control the "Fates."
ReplyDeleteLots of hugs and purrs to her as she remembers your special day. ♥
Hugs and purrs on this remebrance day.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for the pain, Caren. My heart breaks with you, but I know Cody was so, so loved and he will forever have a treasured spot in your heart. Happy birthday sweet angel. You are truly loved and missed. Purrs from Deb, angel Zee, and the Zee/Zoey gang.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Cody today, friend.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday in heaven. Some losses are much more difficult than others. GBGV hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteHappy heavenly birthday, Cody.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday at the Bridge.
ReplyDeleteThat precious boy of yours stole EVERYONE's heart....but most especially yours. I do know what that's like - believe me. Sending you hugs..........
ReplyDeleteLove, Pam
Happy Heavenly Birthday, Cody. I understand how hard this is. I go through the same thing with my angel Cinco. Lots of hugs today, Caren.
ReplyDeleteHappy heavenly birthday, Cody. Pawpats and hugs to your Mommy, as she remembers her cuddle-bug.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday in Heaven, Cody. Our precious angels are with us forever♥
ReplyDeleteSending you love and hugs as you remember your sweet boy. XO
ReplyDeleteHugs to you, Caren as you remember and treasure all the moments and memories of your precious Cody.
ReplyDeleteHappy Heavenly Birthday to you, Cody!
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sending hugs and loves to you today Caren...and I GUARANTEE... Cody knew how much you loved him, and always will ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday in Heaven, dear Cody. I do know how much it still hurts, Caren. Even now when I do the boys Memory post every week I always end up with tears in my eyes. Love and hugs to you.
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ReplyDeleteAww happy heavenly birthday Cody! Sending you big hugs Caren!
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday at the Bridge to Cody. Hugs and purrs of comfort to you, Caren.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday my sweet Angel friend, dang, you are so missed but ya done good sending Roary to your home. Love and hugs to your Mom, we understand.
ReplyDeleteOh Caren, it feels like yesterday when my favorite Aries cat was here. What a nice post remembering Cody xoxox
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday in heaven, sweet Angel Cody✨ Extra Soft Pawkisses as you remember your sweet angel🐾😽💞
ReplyDeleteWe all loved Cody so much. Sweet memories.
ReplyDeleteCody, know that many are thinking of you, remembering you, and missing you on your birthday.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday weekend in Heaven, sweet Cody. We love you always and forever, and think of you often. Sending love and gentle purrs for Mom Caren. We wish we were there to give you a big ol' hug, dear friend.
ReplyDeleteOh, Caren, you can't keep beating yourself up mentally (easier said than done, as dad knows all too well). Angel Cody knows he was in the best hands and heart he ever could've been. Happy 15th in Kitty Heaven, sweet Cody. My word, even the sadness of others' Angels makes dad share in the teariness...
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday to Angel Cody! What a wonderful and handsome boy he was.
ReplyDeleteSweet Angel Cody, happy birthday. Purrs to your family as they're missing you extra right now.
ReplyDeleteWHat a special bond the two of you had! It is so hard to lose a friend we love so much!
ReplyDelete🥚🐰Pawkisses for a Happy Hoppy Easter dear furriends. Hope all is well🐾😽💞
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